I've decided to start a blog. This isn't my first venture into the world of online journaling, but it seems like I need an outlet to clear the mass of jumbled thoughts, emotions, and craziness that has consumed my inner being.
I'm lost.
I try hard not to let myself be onslaught by the bullshit that arrives as we grow and mature into adults. I am a mere 24 and feel like I'm living the life someone triple my age. I feel as if I don't know where to go, I don't know what steps to take.
I have no control.
I am a married with a young child. My husband is in the military which means, he is not mine. Our lives are governed by the United States and we go and do as they say. We recently moved from our home in Florida to a small town in Texas where opportunity is dismal. I am a person who wants to grow and succeed, yet I I'm stuck.